Mitzi died this morning. She looked so worn out this morning, not eating, not wanting to walk very far. So I took her to the vet’s and she died with me stroking her and telling her I loved her. It hurts of course because there was no way to know for sure it was what Mitzi wanted, but I felt at peace that, as much as I could know, it was indeed what Mitzi wanted. She was tired and in discomfort. I will miss her so very much.
And today is the fourth "morning after", with each "night before" a little easier, a little more "make the best of it but take care of yourself." Before I move back to writing this memoir style blog--going to continue with the South Africa trip of 1977--I feel I would be shrinking if I didn't say something about how I feel about this week's US election. As of this writing, Saturday, Arizona still hasn’t finished its count—the GOP did a great job of preventing the mail-in vote for being counted early and messing up the ability to use the machines—so I still don’t know if we are going to be saddled with the odious Kari Lake or whether the House is going to be Republican too. Still, it’s becoming more “academic” than visceral for me, if you know what I mean. Necesitamos avanzar. Sera dificil, sabiendo que muchos, especialmente aqui donde vivo, creen en los planes de Trump y Vance. (I have been practicing Spanish in preparation for a 10-day December cr...
So sorry.
ReplyDeleteThey know when it's time. And having you there and stroking her and assuring her of love I'm sure helped her passing be more gentle.
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